February 2012
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So you think that you know me?
I’ve been losing a lot of followers recently, and it’s kinda been fucking with me. Don’t get me wrong, it’s not a popularity contest and I could care less about the amount of “followers” I have. I don’t even like that word. What really fucks with me though, what could I have done to cause you to lose interest?
I know I don’t post as much, and I...
prototypeimguessing asked: so you like her cuz shes like you ? :p
Day 10: Favorite thing about them.
prototypeimguessing:
My favorite thing about him is his view on the world. (Btw, buy his book). LOL. But seriously, just the way he thinks… The places he’s going to go… The lives he’s going to change… The goals… Dreams… Realities… How he sees me as one of the people to be there for all of it… How he sees what we can do together… How he encourages and believes in me as an individual… He’s simply...
Day 9: Favorite thing they've given you.
prototypeimguessing:
My plaid flannel. I either wear or sleep w/it almost every night. Its a reminder of him always. Symbolic in the sense that he keeps me warm and holds me down in the coldest of nights. It gets deep(er). Thankyou :-*
I can honestly say that, thanks to you, I’ve regained a heart. It might sound weird, but they don’t know my life. Thank you babe.
My chest hurts,
My back hurts,
My stomach hurts,
My legs hurt.
Don’t how I’m gonna get up in the morning…
Not sure how I even got up this morning…
Savv it out.
Day 8: Favorite thing youve given them.
prototypeimguessing:
that thing that keeps me alive.
There are so many things that I’ve given you, that you won’t even know about for a while… but yea, that, that is my favorite thing.
Day 7: How do you communicate w/each other ?
prototypeimguessing:
EVERY WAY! Lol.
started w/Tumblr, then texting, then e-mail, then Facebook, then phone calls, then Skype (we live on Skype, eat, sleep & breathe Skype), Facetime on rare occasions, tried the letter thing (guess it was too much). pictures, videos, poems.
Ahhh, tryna play me with the letters… Giana, baybeee, I told you, I’m goin through somethin right now!...
Day 6: What is the most random thing you know...
prototypeimguessing:
ooh! good one!
i know about this visions or flashes he has. i may not know much about them, but, the fact that he lets me in on them, is amazing. im the only person who he’s ever told about them which is really touching to me.
this ones good Babe!
Besides those 6 toes, I know that she has dreams goals of opening a dance studio, which is really dope to me, even though I...
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#20
My first book! Honestly, I never would’ve made this without Tumblr. The blogs I follow, the feedback I’ve recieved on random pieces I’ve posted, and just having the outlet to express myself freely. I love you guys for that. This is only the beginning, and I do it for you. Thank you!
Purchase Here: #20
I’ll tell you everything, and you still won’t have a clue who I am.
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“I think I’m a masochist,
leading those who fall
into states of...”
– Unknown…
It’s getting old.
Watchsweetestdork:
dirtyhomme:
Been looking for this video for the longest time. I love it when they laugh during their skits. There’s that slight interaction with the audience and the connection. Plus it’s just super hilarious.
I ALWAYS laugh ! Hahaa.
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Wrote this earlier today. This is what they call...
Lashing out at lushes
as the thought rushes,
just before that familiar feeling fades.
On sight,
without one to really view,
I’ll just keep writing about the same things
like its new,
but those who know
knew its nothing different.
Consider it new age mental pimping.
I swear it feels like,
that airplane flying over my head,
cutting through the clouds
when it could avoid them...
Day 5: Since when have you been together ?
prototypeimguessing:
November 27th. we’re new to it still! but feel so established. its funny cuz we werent gonna do a long distance relationship. but it came to the point where, our feelings were growing & there was no reason for us not to be together.
Day 4: How did you meet ?
prototypeimguessing:
Tumblr. Lol.
niggas be following you & liking your posts & realizing how awesome you are & find inspiration for poetry & shit.
but its kool though cuz we’re from the same city/area, but never got the chance to meet.
not quite yet! anything to add to this one ?
niggas be following you & liking your posts & realizing how awesome you are &...
Day 3: Your Locations.
prototypeimguessing:
Las Vegas & San Diego (for now).
lol better questions soon ?
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You ever..
kreayshawn:
Sometimes I think hard and I get this drop in my stomach. When I remember that feeling when my whole body is being controlled by someone else. You ever not know what to do so you don’t do anything? WELL GO DO SOMETHING.
Words from Kreayshawn.
Day 2: Your Age/Their Day.
prototypeimguessing:
we’re only fuckin 20 yall.
sidebar: youre so lucky these are easy ones! when theyre subjective i expect you to add your own answers…! please.
lol, we’ll see babe.
Day 1: Your Name/Their Name.
prototypeimguessing:
Giana Kendra Waller. @prototypeimguessing. Pro.
Christopher Andre Lopes. @nothingbutroses. Birdy.
I’m just gonna reblog these… WE ARE ONE!! lol
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My first book
Next week…
#14
prototypeimguessing:
i woke of fiending to read. an addiction of mine. youve given me.
youve blessed me with. neighborhood dope boy.
so proud. so proud of what we’ve made.
makes me want to share it w/the undeserving word.
simultaneous feelings of never exposing it to the cruelness we’re to conquer.
protect it til we go up in Blue flames, Glory.
And this is what they call…
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A real Tumblr relationship
No hype
No publicity
just real
And that’s no disrespect to anyone. I’m just happy with where I am and who I’m with, regardless of how it came to be.
10 days.
prototypeimguessing:
Valentine’s Day isnt til the 24th…
Today is a good day.
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All I’m saying is, maybe a life filled with drugs isn’t so bad for a celebrity. Everyone wants to go out on top…
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W(h)it
With so much talent
it’s safe to say what I’ll become,
but living life sober
is just no fun.
Shooting for the stars;
die by the gun.
I do it for the thrill,
and to remain numb.
That’s my prerogative.
I wanna last with somebody.
Love until I fall;
drunk as a hobby.
Popping all of my past mistakes.
How many will I take?
Enough to escape,
this cannot be reality.
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I feel nothing.
Everyone says I’m off in my own world, staring off into space for long periods of time, not responding to their obvious attempts at conversation, not replying to txts, not even moving… they all say I’m off in my own world, and they’re right.
I’m losing followers…
Losing friends…
Losing family,
Where the fuck will it end?
What’s wrong with me?
Up. All. Night.
D.M.I.
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A piece to be remembered for future occasions.
The feeling only intensifies
as the conversation grows into reality.
Hello, nice to finally meet you.
Oh, these eyes? These eyes are to remain hidden from the evils of the world, as is this soul. Sure, some may creep into my system on occasions, but what’s done is done.
I am not the one to fall in love with. I mean, I am, but I am not. Complications of a battered bird.
I could write...
lol, woah… so morbid. At least I’m not Jojo Simmons.
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Wish list...
I wish I had a pack of cigs to calm these bad nerves.
I wish I had a blunt to take me away from earth.
I wish I never met pain, because everything hurts.
I wish I never saw that lifeless body in the dirt.
I wish you knew me…
“I’ve been here before,
with you knocking at the door,
giving all of the...”
– Unknown…
